|
UnsoughtVictory
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Nicole
Birthday: 11/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, colorguard, winterguard, poetry, Jake <3
Expertise: I wouldn't call myself an expert at anything. I'm working at music and writing though.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  UnsoughtVictory
Member Since:
9/7/2004
|
|
| Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
| | |
| I would have updated, but there isn't too much that has been happening. I got the waitressing job!! I'm so excited... I start on March 12 or something. I'm sorta nervous about putting in my 2 weeks. :/ It is gonna be kinda akward. I am definately going to miss that place...and everyone that I work with. Oh well, I've definately served my time. Today was wonderful...Jake came over and spent the day with me, yay. We pretty much just sat on the couch all day. It was wonderful. We watched Romeo + Juliet, which I bought at the rummage sale for 50 cents. It is a really neat movie, I forgot how much I liked it because I haven't watched it since freshman year. Well, I'm ready for some pillow talk with my boy, so goodnight!
This is a city for not sleeping and the clocks are set by feel... At this moment from where I sit, none of it seems real.
There's a luster from the city lights on the waves that kiss our feet.
| | |
| Another update, yay! Today was wonderful. I got to see Jacob and we went out for a little while, then called it a night. I hadn't seen him since Friday...it seemed like it had been forever though. I applied at the new Buffalo Wild Wings that they are opening up in Fenton. The manager told me that he'd be calling in 2-3 weeks, and if I didn't hear from him, that I should call him back. I would LOVE to get a serving job. Wish me luck!! I'm keeping my spirits up, but it seems like every time an something goes well, whether it be an interview or whatever, it just doesn't work out. Like that job I was SO close to having at Ruby Tuesday's. I had my training set up and everything, but I had to be there the week we were in Florida. That sucked. Anywho, I should really do my Biology. My grades are dropping....my Algebra and Biology grades are both in the low B range now. Eep!! I better start working harder, huh? We will see how that works out.
But you mean more, mean more to me..than any colour I can see.
| | |
| Yea, it has been a while since I have updated. My internet has been switching between awesome and not working at all, so yea. I'm using DSL now and I'm not sure if it is working exactly the way it is suppose to. Anywho, happy Superbowl Sunday! All this means to me is lots of good food. There isn't too much worth updating about really...hrm...I ordered my senior pictures and they should be here in about a month, and I got my prom dress!! It is so pretty, I love it SOO much. Unfortunately, my dad lost his job. That kinda sucks. It's not a big deal, he'll have no problem finding another one, I'm sure. I'm so sick of my freakin' internet. I've called tech support 4 times and every person told me something different. UGH. I'll probably have to call them again. My computer downstairs, which I am on right now, works but not my laptop. Damn wireless. I don't work until next Sunday. That is a week until I work again!!!. I need to find a new job. Anyone know of any place that is hiring?? I would like to find a decent job where I can come home from work and not smell like ass. Well I think I'm done for now. Check out the band Dredg, they make me happy. :)
Longing for what has been lost, and longing for what hasn't been obtained. It's a small cost...forgot the past, lost the future...only now remains.
| | |
| Ugh today was bad. I found out that I got a grade that I am not too happy with on a biology test, college algebra was nothing short of hell because our student teacher CAN'T TEACH...there was crying, not by me, and just mass confusion. I'm "disappointed" that I'm sitting here all by myself tonight, and to make things worse it is too cold to go walk my dog. :( I was looking forward to going out tonight. I was gonna get some new shoes I wanted, jeans, and this really neat book that I've been wanting to get for a while now. BUT things didn't work out so great, so here I am. I could go by myself, but what is the fun in that? I don't like going out by myself...it makes me feel depressed. Especially when there are certain things that I wanna get, because I like having people's inputs about what they think, not that it really influences my choice or anything, it is just fun. I don't wanna do something that I'd been wanting to do and then have it end up not being fun. ANYWAY, I guess it will all turn out for the best. Sorry about my little rant, that is just how I am sometimes.
Bad days aren't really so bad, hell, tomorrow HAS to be better than this.
I learned to be selfish today.
| | |
|
